Some thoughts before the big day

I thought I would take some time to write down some thoughts I am having. I can't believe Owen will be here tomorrow. I am having so many emotions that it is difficult to express them in words. I am excited, nervous, anxious, happy,and sad all at the same time, is that possible? I can't wait to meet Owen Anthony and to see his face and give him a kiss. I am nervous about the surgery even though I have been through it once before, I know what to expect and it makes me feel a bit anxious. I am nervous about the delivery and just pray that Owen will be healthy. There are no guarantees and it is easy to take things for granted but I have strong faith that everything will be ok. I am feeling a little sad that this is our last night with Emery just the 3 of us. Emery has no idea what is about to happen and I just hope that he can adjust well. He is still our baby and so young but I know that he and Owen will be great friends one day. I hope and pray that I can be a great mother to both of my boys. Emery has been such an amazing blessing and such a joy. I can't wait to meet baby Owen. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers this evening. We love all of you and thanks for all of your support and kindness.